Candy Sparks’ blog

geezz...

so all four of my usb ports...

not working...

thus no downloading pictures...

yet...

aaacccckkkkk

why?

i must find the answer online...

unless there are techies on here...

are there techies?

 

candy

so i was told i didn't get the job because "they wanted someone to make this their career" which i think it is a load of bull because i totally wanted to make this job my career... i could move up in this job and up is where i wanted to go... but no... no... i think the real reason was my commitment to the national guard... yes... once again the national guard... the one weekend a month... and the possiblity of getting deployed...she was the only one that keep asking if i was going to get deployed.... whats the likely hood of it...

so im sad, pissed, and worried...

i just need to become positive again... and stay strong... once college starts i'll be making lots of money... because the 'national guard' (those '' were meant to make the national guard sound evil) pays my BAH for going to college thats an extra 2000 a month just for doing full time college!

so college here i come... hopefully before then i don't go broke... which i think i might... so fast food here is come? f*ck me...

 

candy

 

yes there is...

twilight is a vampire crave... of highschool drama... stuff that uninterests me to the least... the movie sucked... the only cool and different part of vampires was that their skin was as like diamonds when the sun hit them...

i know this blog will totally get a bad reveiw... why? because there are so many twilighters out there... they have read all the books imagined themselves as being bella or edward... oh whoopie te doo...

i have found a new lust... and its wolves... the movie is called Blood and Chocolate and i am now going to invest in the books it was amazing... and grown up... there was power, love, lust, family... it was a pack of wolves... strength...

maybe some of you will agree that is was an ok movie and still preferred twilight... hey thats no problem... everyone truly has there on opinions and frankly i'm keeping to mine...

 

 

candy

 

p.s. now i'm off to bed!

Color me sane

there once was a girl that could see the colors of the world. the sky was blue and red which would mix together to make the purple she glazes at from time to time. she can see the colors of the earth and objects that we  'the norms' consider not breathing. but she knows better for each object holds the colors of the energies that has been collected from the touch of humans and animals. she is forever drowning in these images and loves every second of it. she knows that she is normal but to the others out there she is not. thats why she stays hidden to herself and talks to the animals and inanimate objects. for those are her real friends not 'the norms' of the world for they tend to tie her down to belittle her. she just wants to see the colors that is presented to her. she just wants you to see them as well.

 

candy

i had my final interveiw today... cross your fingers i get a call tomorrow that i got the job!!! yawn... yawn... yaaaawwwwwnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.... i'm off to bed i had a busy busy day!

 

candy

So there were 4 birthday adults one male the rest female... and of course cake... but all of a sudden... it started the great cake fight of '09

 

 

birthday girl number two... she is the main one... but she was the one that was hit first so what did she do... she hit everyone else... except me... why? because i totally gave it to myself.... its not the first or the last time to have cake on my face... lol...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

i actually had to wipe off my nose to take pictures... because i was getting frosting all over my camera... arrrghghghhhh.... but at least it was in place i could wash off... this is my fave black and white out of the bunch...

 

and this is the last picture of the day due to the simple fact i almost killed the girl... ok maybe hurt her but she decided to splash me and my camera and no one gets my canon wet at all... geez... but it made for a great photo...

 

oh what fun... we played hot potatoe, and musical chairs which i totally won at.. rock on candy sparks... lol... and some dice game... it was great fun...

 

candy

wow i've been doing my 365 challenge for 19 days... and loveing it! oh yeah...

yesterdays:

 

saw that sign after i was done running around in this snake infested area... didn't even know... till i saw the sign... oh man i forgot there was rattle snakes here... lol... it is going to be a hot one today for the rest of the week...

today:

 

watched my boyfriend play soccer today... his coach said "he told me he was playing drunk" i looked at him and said "i believe you" and then the bf looked up at me and said "i am"... ha ha... so i know him all to well i said "you probably haven't even gone to be yet..." and he said, "Nope... hey we should do transformers tonight" i said "ok" and then he gave me a sweaty kiss...

 

candy

Off with his head

Not the head with the "brain"

But off with his head

rebuttal after rebuttal

that stupid laugh

with the i don't care attitude

off with his head

the once romantic

now is a non-romantic

off with his head

he doesn't need it anymore

for he told me so

(in a dream)

so off with his head

serve it to me on a silver platter

so i can toss it in the amber flames

dedicated to the man of my dreams

to the man that would have ran after me

to the passion between the sheets

off with this MF's head

for he means everything to me

the hated love we seek

that makes my silly heart so weak

off with his head

an off with the other one too!

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i've been writing poems that make me laugh... and this is one of them... oh yeah...

candy

 

 

i had the interveiw today and the lady that was going to interview me fell ill... so i had a guy interveiw me and i found out for myself that i really really want to work for this bank... its an amazing bank with a lot of room to grow for sure... but i have to have another interveiw with the lady that was sick tomorrow... and if she likes me than in 3 days i'll have another interveiw... and then a background check and then... training for like 3 weeks...

crossing my fingers for this one

crossing

crossing... i really want it and i already know that the pay will be great there... man oh man... please let me get it... i think if they don't want me is because of my commitment to one weekend a month with the national guard... but lately here in California i have found out that everyone is respectful to the military and has no problem with my drills like i had in texas... god texas... i don't even want to start...

so wish me luck

send positive rays my way

pray...

whatever ever you do... do it for the simple fact that i might have a job again...

 

candy

 

yesterday i did a study on leaves... oh yeah...

 

 

and then today was the sunflower study... it all the light of the day i like to play with...

 

 

great news yesterday i had a pre-phone interveiw... if she liked what she got then i'll be at home base for the interveiw interveiw... today i dropped off my application for a clothing retail store and had an interview right away... she was almost set for me taking the position as an assistant manager but she didn't count my retail managing for portrait innovations but for Claire's which i was only there for 3 monthes... and she said that wasn't enough time... she then asked me if they hired me as an assitant manager right away and i told her yes... oh hunny you don't understand i could manage anything... and tomorrow i have a interveiw for Union Bank of California... its part time... but heck its a job and i'll be starting college soon...

so yes life is grand... interveiws finally are headed my way... "hey, who has two thumbs and likes interveiws?" *points thumbs at herself* "THIS GIRL!!" oh yeah... thats how it is done...

 

candy