one of those days... (365)
so i was told i didn't get the job because "they wanted someone to make this their career" which i think it is a load of bull because i totally wanted to make this job my career... i could move up in this job and up is where i wanted to go... but no... no... i think the real reason was my commitment to the national guard... yes... once again the national guard... the one weekend a month... and the possiblity of getting deployed...she was the only one that keep asking if i was going to get deployed.... whats the likely hood of it...
so im sad, pissed, and worried...
i just need to become positive again... and stay strong... once college starts i'll be making lots of money... because the 'national guard' (those '' were meant to make the national guard sound evil) pays my BAH for going to college thats an extra 2000 a month just for doing full time college!
so college here i come... hopefully before then i don't go broke... which i think i might... so fast food here is come? f*ck me...
candy
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