7 posts tagged “boyfriend”
It was wonderful
so it has been quite awhile since i have updated with pictures of me... the photo's were taken from my friend jess... yeah...
oh man i finally got back to my job today... forgot how much i loved it... my highest sell was a 16 pose collection for aobut 315 and my lowest sell was a 34 dollar collection... the low sell ticked me off... because it was a 1 month old baby... and i had taken a lot of great shots of him and she only got like 2 photos... geez... oh and i still kept an average of $172 which is great... hopefully tomorrow is grand as well i'm telling the universe right now that i only want to sell 12 pose collections tomorrow... yeah!
i love my boyfriend... he slept over last night... and when he finally woke in the morning he hugged me and said i want orange juice... so i cut up 6 oranges and juiced them... and then he asked me to mix a banana and strawberries with it... and i did... it turned out great... oh his smile is so nice in the mornings... i can't believe we have been together for 1 year and 7 monthes... crazy huh...
candy
euros to dollars suck ass...
no one cares to recycle in my unit expect me... the only thing that is quite expensive here is food and clothes... thats the only thing that i've been spending money on... yesterday i was in Verona and Padol and took a total of 704 pictures and i spent one hour in Venice... because half of this unit is slow pokes... and i took like 100 pictures in Venice... next week we are getting off on friday and monday... so heres how my days are going to go:
Friday: Verona (again)
Saturday: Austria or Florence
Sunday: Florence or Milan
Monday: Venice
i can't wait for the weekend... i have been walking about 5 hours a night... till my feet can't take any more or my legs will just stop moving... so by they time i get back to the barracks i'm tired... download the pictures and wash the face... brush the teeth and head to bed...
i really miss my boyfriend i really wish he could have joined me... awww... i'm ready for home just cuz i miss him... but i'm also glad that i was able to come to Italy without spending mucho money...
candy
He left me alone in the dark
Letting the carpet comfort my weeping soul
My eyes red
Red and swallow from tears
Apparently I cry and yell all the time
I am crying
Right now
Curled up in a fetus form
Yelling for my mom to be here with me
Knowing that she is only an airline ticket way
Why?
Did you leave me alone
I have no one
I used to have you
You left me
Alone
Crying
Yelling out “Why”
“I’m so alone”
Tears still falling, I punch the floor
I hear the dinging sounds of my cell phone turn off
I am alone
But I am here
Alive
Still breathing
For me
You are just a distant but constant memory
Which I’m learning to ignore
So the tears can stop
The screams can hence
There all better
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almost all better... the cell phone is still off...
candy
last nights dinner... which i forgot to post last night... imagine that...
i marinated some chicken in garlic and chillie barbcue sauce and some soy sauce... grilled it on the george forman... and so good then i boiled two beets and man i just love the way they taste and the color... made a salad with cumuber, apples, and blackberries topped with honey dijon champange dressing... um...
my boyfriend finally showed up super late last night because as he says it, "It was raining so i thought we were not going out." and i said, "honey you should have called an told me that you didn't want to go... i waited forever for you to actually show up."
problem will be resolved because i told him it was just simple enough to text me or call me or send me an email...
and so thats about as much communication problems we have... his second language is English and my second language is bad... so we sometimes are confused as to what each other is trying to say... but i love him love him love him...
totally skipped out on jillian today... boo... but its time to wake up my boyfriend and get some sushi!! ummm...i love that stuff...
candy
Dear Mr. Beast,
I never knew or understood love. I never understood why you would cry when i was away from you. Until today that is. I brought my mother to the YMCA to participate in a yoga class. This class consisted for the very basics for yoga. The key to strengthen your core and relaxation through breath. I enjoyed the class, i love the cat and dog poses. Child's pose comes in second place. The last pose we did this day was easy pose, we were supposed to think of something we are thankful for and show it gratitude with the white light that surrounds our heart. That might be a lot to imagine but its wonderful. I started to think of random things and objects like my kittie, combs, and or my car. Yet, that was not hitting the thankful spot. Then Mr. Beast you appeared in my mind as the perfect image in which i miss so much. Tears of gratitude filled my eyes as my heart filled with each breath and the white light encircled my heart. I never have been so grateful for you being in my life. I love you so much. Someday you will see and understand how deep i am in this stupid thing called love. I will see you by 30th of December and we will be together again. I love you.
Love you x10,
Candy
my mom hands me this ten dollar bill...
she said, "this lady gave it to your father.. she (this lady) want you to have it for serving our country in iraq..."
WOW!!!
thats the best kind of thanks besides the occasionaly sex here and there....
or the packages...
or grabbing dinner...
i would though like a free vibrator for serving the country...
ha ha... i don't think that will happen...
oh and the sex is from my boyfriend
in which i love and cherish dearly in my heart and life..
candy
