18 posts tagged “candy”
i finally finished painting my sketch book... yeah i'm so excited... and proud...:
yes the chinese girls face's eyeballs are way to close... bu i still like it and the colors... i adore the front of the book with they egg yolk sun... how i adore that...
oh this cute baby of my friend that is living with me for awhile is wonderfull cute... and tonight she decided to stick her finger down her throat and puke... she made herself puke like 3 times... looking at it and eating it... until her mom came over and stopped her from doing it... it was so silly and funny to see this baby do it because she thought it was new and fun not knowing it was actually bad for her...
she is adorable... and then she starts to make these cute baby noises only trying to talk and they come out in like "aaahhhhss" and "bleppp"... so cute... an adoreable... i think adorable is my word tonight...
and i leave you with candy faces... the self portraits that i love to take of well of course myself...
oh tonight was supposed to be a movie night with the drama girls and an extra girl... but it instead turned into and wine game night... i laughed my ass off... my cheeks still hurt... there was some drama that was going on but all in all it turned out to be a good night... and yes i was slightly drunk... oh i love my wine for sure.. thank you dancing bull...
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i'll be back... i've been painting... and i'm have computer problems...
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can you see her? in the second to last picture... at th bottom of the blog i'll show you the answer... so either scroll down or continue to read... i'm loving my camcorder but forgetting to take pictures... oh my tomorrow i'll be starting work in austin and my friend ang is supposed to be flying in tomorrow as well but i havent recieved a call yet but the time she is coming in... oh geez... and cleaning the apartment!
on my drive back from the grocery store i found these beautiful flowers in someones yard... and what do i do? i pull over grab my camera... and start to take pictures.. it was a cloudy day but i'm surprised at how the colors truely came out in each flower... as well... the neighbors happened to pull into their drive way... and in the back yard i heard the owners of the flowers gabbing along... but i was going to take pictures and thats what i did...
so i said no i don't want plastic or paper... i have my own bags... 5 to be exact... and now i'm the bag lady... because i am the only one that is using them so far in my neighborhood... but i love it... i hate plastic bags... and they are so bad for our environment... yeah i'm trying for the eco friendly type... my boyfriend is the opposite in this area but i got hime to recycle... oh kay thats a start...
the lady is truely a treasure to find said my eyes...
i hope your eyes feel the same way too...
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even though i've caught a cold... i still felt i should take pictures and to think i couldn't even breathe out of my nose... looks like i was actually happy and loving life... when i am sick, coughing, blowing the nose... or having a tough time breathing out of the nose... but i do say pink looks good on me!! ha ha...
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such fun times with my dear friend liz... i really need to laugh and be silly again... but i have no friends in texas... its so hard because i'm next to a military base where people come and go... and the only close things in their lives are their familys and i have the boyfriend that wants to sleep and watch t.v.... i need a friend that wants to go to the coffee house... to go to the diner... to go to the local parks and walk with me and talk with me... i'm missing human contact... and yeah i'm being lame and sappy only because this is what i desire... laughter!
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started the morning off with a complex and breath healer juicy drink...
which i made with 2 apples, 2 carrots, and one tomatoe... to be quite honest the juice was not that bad going down... i'm just going to add another apple to it next time... but my tummy loved it!!! go tummy!
after my late breakfast i headed to ostara fest '08 which was quite wonderful because while i was there i met mr. grasshopper thing... i think i'm wrong about what he was but... loved to take his picture even he moved really fast up the door...
he was located on a glass door... hence the reflections and getting the pics of his underside... oh and i let some people out of the pizza palor and they asked me "what are you doing" and i stated "taking a picture of this beautiful insect" and then they said "oh" and as they were walking away i heard the lady pipe up, "she taking a picture of a grasshopper she is so weird....." yeah ok i smiled and laughed because these shots are what i have dreamed about taking... such beauty in this world besides what society states on the T.v. is... love the earth and the earth will love you...
i went to dinner with the girls tonight... and got all dressed up... but decided not to drink that much because the last two nights i drank so much... and i was actually getting tired of beer and liquors... awww... but i normally drink once a week so i'm over my quota...
and of course i had time leftover before i went out with the girls and decided to take pictures of myself to fill up the time... i'm actually quite worn out the last two days has been filled with hanging with the girls... and what i really want to do right now is hang onto my boyfriend... and hold him and love him... but he is in his house right now... awww... but i did see him for 15 minutes at a pool bar and he walked me out and we kissed... you know the type of kiss that makes you horny and wet and want to take him right there... yeah he did that to me and instead of taking him right there i went weak in the knees... he is everything i'm not... and i love it... enough about sappy love stuff... i'm off to bed... to see the wizard... to talk about the next coming of walmarts in this area...
later...
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hope your christmas is amazing...
and a wonderful new year!
candy
you knew it was going to happen...
more faces...
oh well...
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i'll post my paintings on tuesday... since i'm going to new york on monday...
as i was painting i was listening in on the christian folks...
they are so dark...
deep in their little hole of jesus loving...
dark in the way that...
they hate themselves...
they say its because they need to find this jesus
and come to terms with him...
one of the young guys talked about actually killing himself...
and then i was like
is everyone unhappy here or is it just the night...
and i just got stared at...
i'm always happy...
thats why when i paint its in bright bold colors...
i rather be happy
than sad in christ...
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p.s. i know that not everyone is unhappy in christ... but if you are... sorry...
i sit in the pews...
thinking what the heck am i doing here...
they sing about god and jesus
yet they are both the same...
one god
not jesus the man...
not just jesus or just god...
asking him to come into the church and fill it with his wisdom...
raising their hands towards the sky to welcome the holy spirit...
reminds me of cults, covens, spirit walks...
then the prayer...
then the preaching... today it was PORN sunday...
talking about how porn is why 45% of marriages end in divorce...
when the rest is cheating...
and that its an addiction...
blah blah...
degrading women...
i mean some of this stuff i agree with...
but once awhile there is this 'man power' that gets me...
and i'm back into hate mode of the bible...
damn...
after church this guy asked me, "So why don't you go to group discussion with us."
i said, "my dad forces me to go to church and not discussion... thats why"
basically stating... i wouldn't be here... duh...
he stared at me...
then after 5 minutes of staring he left...
wow...
god i love the church...
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p.s. for those that love the church and the religion you are in... don't worry... i don't care
just don't force it on me or think i'm wrong for deciding not to go to church
or believe in you god...