By no means confiscate me
It was an enlightened declining
Till you singled me out
Out of the accurate azure
I was powdering the clouds
With sparks of dreams
You stole my existence
Progressing along with ease
Till the day you determined
To pierce me out of ecstasy
The delight to spot a fairy
Flash their shimmer fashioned eyes
They would flock about me
To illustrate their shine shadow
But now you slashed my wings
My air travel no more to observe
As the glitter from my eyes drop
I was in high spirits
I took wing
I was formerly a fairy
Now I am entitled a pet
Human beings only speculate
How the glitter gushes from my eyes
18 posts tagged “fairies”
She sits contemplating about her life... what it is... has been... and would love to be...
Does she understand that right now her life is more of a limbo stick... staying at the same length but moving in its own direction...
She wants the life she had back...
She wants the friends she left behind...
most of all she wants the love that left her for family... it’s a hard decision to make but she did it... because everyone deserves family more than anything...
No worries she and he are still forever...
She wants to be invincible... she wants to be in charge of your income...
She knows she can...
It’s the first step that is scary...
Scaring the very source of courage inside her...
She is...
Lost somewhere inside me...
Candy
he was just sitting there in the highchair and i had to take his picture... loving the fact that he was in some of the sunlight that seeped through the blinds... yay for bright lights!
in other news i'm taking pictures of my friends fiance and husband tomorrow arriving from their long journey back to the states... they were away in iraq for about 15 monthes... its good picture time of tears and love for me tomorrow... expect more on weds...
candy
Life as I know it
is not mine
it's bending around the fingers
Of You
You are not my lover
You are not my mother
You are not alone
I try to please You;
In every little thing that i do
Only to forget myself
In the process
Yet when i have some time
It is wasted
Laughed upon
By You
I can't go on
Being this slave for You
I will have to put an end to this
Toil that was created by You
I need to run
To run with the wild horses
To be free from You
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"You" was created about 2 years ago... it was during the time of deployment... You could be the military... leadership... and that girl... that was a friend but a very bad one that broke me... and yet to this day longs for the friendship we used to have... so lost pictures and lost poems are surfacing... yay!!!
candy
so it has been quite awhile since i have updated with pictures of me... the photo's were taken from my friend jess... yeah...
oh man i finally got back to my job today... forgot how much i loved it... my highest sell was a 16 pose collection for aobut 315 and my lowest sell was a 34 dollar collection... the low sell ticked me off... because it was a 1 month old baby... and i had taken a lot of great shots of him and she only got like 2 photos... geez... oh and i still kept an average of $172 which is great... hopefully tomorrow is grand as well i'm telling the universe right now that i only want to sell 12 pose collections tomorrow... yeah!
i love my boyfriend... he slept over last night... and when he finally woke in the morning he hugged me and said i want orange juice... so i cut up 6 oranges and juiced them... and then he asked me to mix a banana and strawberries with it... and i did... it turned out great... oh his smile is so nice in the mornings... i can't believe we have been together for 1 year and 7 monthes... crazy huh...
candy
As if our bones are about to break
If our bones are about to break
Our bones are about to break
Bones are about to break
Are about to break
About to break
To break
Break
Broken pieces of my heart
Pieces of my heart
Of my heart
My heart
Heart
Beats for the one I love
For the one I love
The one I love
One I love
I love
Love
Floating as I walk
As I walk
I walk
Walk
High on your love for me
On your love for me
Your love for me
Love for me
For me
Me
Never to old
To break
Pieces of my heart
Is just another name
For the one I love
Your love for me
I walk
Floating as I walk
As if our bones are about to break
You’re never too old
One I love
Another name
My heart
On your love for me
Broken pieces of my heart
Beats for the one I love
About to break
For me
I walk
Old
Just another name
High on your love for me
I love
Too old
Old is just another name
Bones are about to break
Walk
The one I love
Heart
Me
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so i was just trying and playing with new ways to write...
and i created this mess of love...
its a poem
its abstract
its just words...
oh man...
and work is boring today!
candy
i was eating breakfast this morning... alone on my brand new used table... it was quite inside my apartment... but outside there was a lot of gibberish cawwing... i had to look out my window to view my backyard... only to see the get-out-of-my-way-im-eating attitude from these birds...
so in my defense i ran upstairs grabbed the camera and started to take pictures... i love it when insects and animals know when they are getting a photoshoot only because they start to show off their better side (unless you were mr.spider... he didn't have to show off he knew he looked that good)... thus the leader of the pack started to caw more and fluff out his feathers... he was trying to show me he could lead the lot of birds... and i knew he could...
so that was my cloudy morning rescue from wanting to go back to sleep instead... i was greeted by the leader... "good morning and leave us be human"... thats when i stopped taking the pictures... plus he stopped posing... boo...
candy
i have a soft spot for fairies with broken wings... i bought the mirror fairy because of her wing and didn't ask for a reduced price...why because she was beautiful and worth the 7.99 they set her at... my other fairy... broke both of her wings first when i moved to my partents house and then the other when she moved down to texas... she's a little human now... and i'm posting my favorite fairy poem i have ever wrote:
Stream of Glitter
yes thats not a flower... i was taking a nice walk today... when the sun was trying to set.. and i came upon this great... bush... and it looked like a flower... a pretty one... but its not... oh and i wish i could go for a walk without getting people to slow down their cars or beep their horns at me... god i hate that... sometimes i wish i could disguise myself as a guy but i have found thats hard to do...
i leave you with some art i just happened to scribble in 5 seconds imagine if i had an hour....
p.s. the snail is dead... i pulled him off the door... and he was dead... so i threw the shell in the grass hoping he would do a "jesus" and come back to life... i shall miss him but i met his brother today on my run and he was alive... so that makes me happy...
today i walked around the local park... around 11am and surprisingly enough no one was there... walking, running, or playing on the sing sets... it was odd but i enjoyed the spiders and butterflies... and those ones that just fly right at you... i had only one spider run after and try to chase me... to funny... sorry i have longer legs even though you might have more legs than i...
i love the hello i'm a tree picture...
they look like two little chatters...
the ony problem with this park is this (refer to pictures ewww and doubleeww) there is a sewer pump and if you get downwind it reeks so bad that sometimes i want to throw up... so i run faster without breathing... when i'm running in the park if i'm walking i just skip on by..
this ball has be lost for about 2 weeks...
i actually was able to see how the event actually went down...
a family decided that playing ball with their family was a good idea...
they got their gear and they started to play...
until i saw three of them run out of the fenced in ball park...
trying to find a ball...
before you knew it...
they were pointing in the water...
and said, "oh well"
and i was like go get it...
only because it was in reach of getting but i guess they didn't want to play with a wet ball...
so there the ball stays and now fully submerged underwater...
i guess the ball is lucky now to see the world in a different sort of light...
candy
Texas, I’m in Texas. It’s nice sunny and warm, yet I can’t stand the side rides next to the highways. The drivers here are aggressive but in a non-aggressive way. Example to this is if you put your turn signal on you have the right to move in front of the guy next to you either on the left or right. He has to let you in. I am not used to that. I’m used to putting on the turn signal and waiting until a clear path for me to turn is made available. They are aggressive when it comes to move into the lane they want, but yet not aggressive to be aggressive to the person. If you did that in Pennsylvania you would get hit by the vehicle. Or they would follow you on your tail end beeping. We have the aggression in aggressive driving.
candy
this is what happens when i don't paint
or am stuck in a creative-less world
called deployment...
but i like how my paintings turned out...
so bright...
so much color...
yes... i rock in my own mind!!
candy
or am stuck in a creative-less world
called deployment...
but i like how my paintings turned out...
so bright...
so much color...
yes... i rock in my own mind!!
candy
