15 posts tagged “fairy”
the sky is so entertaining before the storm... the sky is crushed by the clouds that seem to darken in color as the light strikes the ground on the right side... its coming fast... the drops that fall form silver dollars on the ground and start to splash into puddles on my car... flowing fast with speed and raging into a thunderous roar calling only for calmer days...
drama is now back in my life... i have three friends... one friend that has no drama... and 2 that has all this drama... i have gotten to the point of not talking to one because she knows what to do (let go and tell the truth), but she won't she wants to hold on to the yo-yo relationship she is in... its a dark cloud that passes over her and storms into her and my life... why is it in my life because she tells me all the gory lightening bolts details of this so-called relationship... which killed her relationship with the other girl... and the other girl thinks she is a big fat lier... and then i her her story of thunderous booms in my ear... i can't handle any more... i just want to hold some chickens tight so they poop out some eggs for me... oh feed my worms or see my friend Kelly... which called me one day and said,
"hey how are you?... i'm in the mood for some candy..."
i replied, "oh really i have some organic strawberry lollies... if you want you can come over..."
she cut me off and said, "oh i meant you silly i was miss my daily dose of you.."
secrety i thought "YES!!!! she likes me just as much as i like her!!!! Yea!" and then i did a happy dance...
things will clear up because storms always tend to clear up... and become beautiful days...
candy
i went to my friend kelly's house... we had lunch today and chatted while her little lady lana... decided to be herself which means... loud... and wanting attention... oh and did i mention she was butt ass naked and i was so jealous of her... lol...
i thought man i'll take pictures of chickens... how hard could it be?... ha ha... hard enough... lets see the move their heads so much... that i would get blurry pictures... but ate least i had a good close up of a chicken trying to peck the lense of my camera... i also had a good picture of the puppy dog trying to sniff my camera lense... it was so cute and bad at the same time...
i scared one of kelly's dogs with my camera... he would not allow me to pet him... aww... but i did get one good picture of him...
and kelly gave me some worms so now i have pet worms... yeah!!! :)
it was a nice day... i enjoy spending time with kelly... her kids are beautiful and creative... and her flowers are wonderful as well as her pets... she eats organic foods just like do... and the coolest part is that she has dreads... rock on chicka!
my trainer says i need to eat more protein... only because he says my muscle mass needs to be brought up even though i lost like 5lbs... i'm done with him... so i'm going to go for a run tomorrow at 6am!! yeah want to join me?
oh and i did laundry!!
the end...
candy
i really do shoot better with my camera... i'm back from drills with the Army National Guard... we had to go to the range this weekend... and fire our M16A2's...i zeroed out perfectly... almost scary like i could kill something with ease... but then off to the pop up targets... which i believe was not working right because no one was passing... i shot almost till my hands and shoulders gave in... i counted about 24 or 25 out of 40 but it only counted 18... and people that normally get like 36 out of 40 targets didn't even pass... it was bad real bad...
after about 5 hours of sleep we had to go to the 203, 249 (saw), and M9 ranges... luckily since i was CLS qualified... i became the combat medic for the 249 range... which meant i sat in the van and waited for someone to pass out... so i could stick them... then i also became the radio bitch so that i could call range control every hour on the hour till the range went cold...
the next day they tried to make me take a humvee drivers test... which i took like 6 years ago... so i gave them my expired license and bam i didn't have to take the test but instead i had to clean the bath room... yum... right huh...
made it home and i slept... oh and because i got a friend to join the guard i'll be getting 2,000 dollars from them!!! oh yeah... oh and thinking of getting a job as a recruiter here... only cuz they pay about 46,000 a year... nice... but i have to get people to join and i have to get at least 3 people a month...i think... i can' do it only because im next to fort hood... and prior military is now recieving a 20,000 dollar bonus... nice huh... people join because of the bonus... and college money...
oh watched Iron Man tonight... it rocked my socks! i was not expecting it to be that good!! so go and watch it now bitches... lol...
oh and greg thanks for the CD... i'm going to listen to it quite soon... i still have to get your's and debbers out to you both... damn maybe tomorrow!
candy
i was playing with the shadows in my house...
can you see her? in the second to last picture... at th bottom of the blog i'll show you the answer... so either scroll down or continue to read... i'm loving my camcorder but forgetting to take pictures... oh my tomorrow i'll be starting work in austin and my friend ang is supposed to be flying in tomorrow as well but i havent recieved a call yet but the time she is coming in... oh geez... and cleaning the apartment!
on my drive back from the grocery store i found these beautiful flowers in someones yard... and what do i do? i pull over grab my camera... and start to take pictures.. it was a cloudy day but i'm surprised at how the colors truely came out in each flower... as well... the neighbors happened to pull into their drive way... and in the back yard i heard the owners of the flowers gabbing along... but i was going to take pictures and thats what i did...
so i said no i don't want plastic or paper... i have my own bags... 5 to be exact... and now i'm the bag lady... because i am the only one that is using them so far in my neighborhood... but i love it... i hate plastic bags... and they are so bad for our environment... yeah i'm trying for the eco friendly type... my boyfriend is the opposite in this area but i got hime to recycle... oh kay thats a start...
the lady is truely a treasure to find said my eyes...
i hope your eyes feel the same way too...
candy
its one of those drabby days outside... waiting for the thunderstorms to form and yet they are just sitting with thier fluffy gray dress... twirling it around me... wasting my time... rain is needed for the flowers to bloom... so today i shall do my rain dance... normally it works just ask Nikki and Liz... i used to have a snow dance... and a lightening dance as well as a rain dance... and most of the time it worked... oh yeah the power of the dance... fear it...
so i bought these flowers about 2 weeks ago and they started to die on me... but now... they are blooming...yeah!!!! thats awesome... i have a slight green thumb... now i want to grow some herbs and tomatoes... and if i could do bananas i would...
candy
p.s. so mr.snail wasn't dead... because about 3 days ago he was on my door again... so i picked him off... and was grossed out so i threw him... and he flew a few feet and i think i gave him a headache because he has not been back... and i told him "thanks for making me think you were dead"...
such fun times with my dear friend liz... i really need to laugh and be silly again... but i have no friends in texas... its so hard because i'm next to a military base where people come and go... and the only close things in their lives are their familys and i have the boyfriend that wants to sleep and watch t.v.... i need a friend that wants to go to the coffee house... to go to the diner... to go to the local parks and walk with me and talk with me... i'm missing human contact... and yeah i'm being lame and sappy only because this is what i desire... laughter!
candy
to feel the spring
of the twig
turning and churning
into a beautiful array of colors
from midnight blue
to sweet pink
touching your soul
sniffing your scent
the feeling of joy
surronds me as you continue to bloom
into beauty
mother nature
this is your story now
i am just in it
candy
yeah day 2 of art-ness... so its been quite windy in texas... and because of that trash just randomly appears in your front yard... thats what happened to me today... thus the found art... a tube that resemebles a lamp top and a paper with a drawing on it... its treasure... lol... and then i decided to try something different when i painted tonight... and place the color first and then the outline... and i actually prefer to paint the outline and then the color... and the nose i thought at first sucked but looking at it now its really quite pretty... and her eyes are off but thats ok cuz the nose is perfect to me... lol... more to come tomorrow!!!
candy
i painted this series for my girl Liz for christmas... yeah um its a "not" series because they came out not looking like the person i was painting... except for Andy Warhol... he came out wonderful...
candy
