5 posts tagged “loves”
you knew it was going to happen...
more faces...
oh well...
candy
i'll post my paintings on tuesday... since i'm going to new york on monday...
as i was painting i was listening in on the christian folks...
they are so dark...
deep in their little hole of jesus loving...
dark in the way that...
they hate themselves...
they say its because they need to find this jesus
and come to terms with him...
one of the young guys talked about actually killing himself...
and then i was like
is everyone unhappy here or is it just the night...
and i just got stared at...
i'm always happy...
thats why when i paint its in bright bold colors...
i rather be happy
than sad in christ...
candy
p.s. i know that not everyone is unhappy in christ... but if you are... sorry...
i sit in the pews...
thinking what the heck am i doing here...
they sing about god and jesus
yet they are both the same...
one god
not jesus the man...
not just jesus or just god...
asking him to come into the church and fill it with his wisdom...
raising their hands towards the sky to welcome the holy spirit...
reminds me of cults, covens, spirit walks...
then the prayer...
then the preaching... today it was PORN sunday...
talking about how porn is why 45% of marriages end in divorce...
when the rest is cheating...
and that its an addiction...
blah blah...
degrading women...
i mean some of this stuff i agree with...
but once awhile there is this 'man power' that gets me...
and i'm back into hate mode of the bible...
damn...
after church this guy asked me, "So why don't you go to group discussion with us."
i said, "my dad forces me to go to church and not discussion... thats why"
basically stating... i wouldn't be here... duh...
he stared at me...
then after 5 minutes of staring he left...
wow...
god i love the church...
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p.s. for those that love the church and the religion you are in... don't worry... i don't care
just don't force it on me or think i'm wrong for deciding not to go to church
or believe in you god...
yes the laptop is working...
we have to thank mr.mex for that one!!
go mr.mex you desire a big hug...
the next time i sing karaoke
i'll sing a song for you!!
candy
one of my co-workers saw this and side its really good for MS paint... and just a mouse...
now your a sex kittun...
and sexy as ever...
candy
