13 posts tagged “me”
someday maybe we will be ---------------------------------------- i'm off to pa on tuesday... its coming fast and i must pack...
just you and me
but right now we are not
i've been drained a lot
so don't be sad
its not that bad
we just have to take this time
and this simple rythm
to find ourselves somewhere
maybe or maybe not a pair
but i will always be here
and you will always be there
in my heart
now thats a good start
i will miss you
and i know you will too...
I have chased you
to Texas
to the bar
and between the sheets
That didn't stop me
I kept chasing you
to the movies
to the car
right be side you
yet nothng could stop me
from chasing after you
I chased you
to California
between the sheets again
tried to get your attention
away from your brothers
away from the internet
and away from Beer
but you changed
I started to think
and that when i stopped
I stopped chasing you....
.... the end of us
has begun
for you never needed to chase me
and never will.
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so i'm moving back to PA... i can't wait...
i broke up with my man.. and i think it is what is best for me...
if you want more details message me... thanks for the support in advance...
but i'm coming back slowly...
once i get done arguing with myself...
candy
She was sitting there
the great zeno... or as i like to call it the zeno zapper... i bougt it... why because i'm tired of my damn zits that are forming everywhere on my face... i've tired everything... diet, water, natural cleansers, masks, pills... everything except laser treatment...the zeno zapper was my last chance to a clear face... and it cost 150 so i was thinking... what the heck i'll try it... and bougt... yeah i bought it... and to be honest love it... used it yesterday on three problem areas and they cleared up in 12 hours... freaking amazing... only downside is holding the zapper on the zit for like 2 mins and 30 secs... blah... but love love love it...
thats my new camera... i just have to learn how to open the film part and clean the lenses and to get a 6v camera battery but i bought black and white film just for it... i can't wait for old school photography... when you have to wait for like a week for your pictures to develop... oh joy... i love film cameras... and yes i have three lenses with an orange filter for black and whites... yum...
why did i lock my doors when i passed you? you were walking on the side of the road to my right. all you did was raise your hand in the air... and i locked my door. was it because you were black and i was scared? or was it that your rose your hand in the air... only for me to notice later that you were dancing and singing to the music that your earphones have provided you... damn i felt like such a fool for locking my doors now...
my boyfriend taught me how to get my sound on my laptop to play.. yeah for sound... now youtube.com here i come! i'm going to bed... tired and time to run tomorrow...
candy
so it has been quite awhile since i have updated with pictures of me... the photo's were taken from my friend jess... yeah...
oh man i finally got back to my job today... forgot how much i loved it... my highest sell was a 16 pose collection for aobut 315 and my lowest sell was a 34 dollar collection... the low sell ticked me off... because it was a 1 month old baby... and i had taken a lot of great shots of him and she only got like 2 photos... geez... oh and i still kept an average of $172 which is great... hopefully tomorrow is grand as well i'm telling the universe right now that i only want to sell 12 pose collections tomorrow... yeah!
i love my boyfriend... he slept over last night... and when he finally woke in the morning he hugged me and said i want orange juice... so i cut up 6 oranges and juiced them... and then he asked me to mix a banana and strawberries with it... and i did... it turned out great... oh his smile is so nice in the mornings... i can't believe we have been together for 1 year and 7 monthes... crazy huh...
candy
As if our bones are about to break
If our bones are about to break
Our bones are about to break
Bones are about to break
Are about to break
About to break
To break
Break
Broken pieces of my heart
Pieces of my heart
Of my heart
My heart
Heart
Beats for the one I love
For the one I love
The one I love
One I love
I love
Love
Floating as I walk
As I walk
I walk
Walk
High on your love for me
On your love for me
Your love for me
Love for me
For me
Me
Never to old
To break
Pieces of my heart
Is just another name
For the one I love
Your love for me
I walk
Floating as I walk
As if our bones are about to break
You’re never too old
One I love
Another name
My heart
On your love for me
Broken pieces of my heart
Beats for the one I love
About to break
For me
I walk
Old
Just another name
High on your love for me
I love
Too old
Old is just another name
Bones are about to break
Walk
The one I love
Heart
Me
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so i was just trying and playing with new ways to write...
and i created this mess of love...
its a poem
its abstract
its just words...
oh man...
and work is boring today!
candy
outside the airport in Venice, Italy lived some of the most beautiful flowers ever... in full bloom and what did my jet lag ass do? but of course to take about 45 pictures of flowers... i edited a few of what i feel is the best of them and decided to post them here... oh how Italy was wonderful... oh how romantic... if only my boyfriend could have joined me..
this was day one.. once i edit the rest of the pictures i shall upload them all...
my boyfriend just had his wisdoms taken out and his whole face is swollen... awww... i just want to baby him and take care of him... loved and missed him so much... and he knows it...
well i'm off to bed to feed my jet lag... i'm tired of planes... i hate my motion sickness... oh well... later voxers!
candy
these photos were taken around august 28th about the time frame i just returned home from a long long deployment... the forvoxone and forvoxtwo was actually prints a made for a vox member (six'swife) because she sent me some extra's to my home... which i thought was totally nice of her to do... i have decided to over look the photo's i have and post the ones i forgot to post on vox... i love all these pictures...
i have a busy day tomorrow... swearing into the texas national guard... then i'm going to belton to the hospital and set some appointments up...
and hopefully
get some groceries... my food is
running low...
candy
i woke up late hence the food list sucks...
i'm drunk...
thanks to two glasses of strong wine... and i stopped drinking like an hour ago...
its good stuff!
my boyfriend was lauging at me...
he said, "your funny and so cute drunk..."
love him...
oh and i might be in a Magazine!! as a pin up girl cool huh...
oh and an old poem that i laughed at cuz i was so angry..
its about this fat girl that was so mean to me in 12th grade she lied about me...
and would spread rumors that i was fucking everyone...
and i wasn't...
so i let out my anger in this poem (unrevised and untitled (until i'm sober)):
What the Fuck! Do you have the Right?
To show that flabe in plain sight;
Thought I wouldn't see stuff like that,
Till hell froze over, better to die you fucking fat.
Hey stp squealing at me, you slut!
How could they let out such a mutt?
Do you think I like to hear you squeal?
I'd Kill you and give the kids a meal.
Not every guy is goig to let yo suck,
So stop your humping you fuck.
Quit spraying that awful smelling crap,
You just killed that little ol' chap!
oh my rhtyming days are great!
i hate the side advertisements they make my typing suck...
besides i'm drunk...
hello vox world...
i love you!
candy
