8 posts tagged “sparks”
just a sneak peek...
i am so happy with this light studie i am in an all white room... but its so black in the background... love love this...
oh and mel thinks he is the photographer... things on my cat series live!
i was this fair this weekend in harrisburg... my brother was helping out this girlfriends parents with the food vender so i got free fair food yummy!!! this is me with a frozen cheescake on a stick!
more photos of the fair:
this is what i drew for art through the ages...
it was supposed to be done on rock and with charcoal... that you had to burn the wood to create...
and that rock was like 10 lbs and i carried it to class... blah...
candy
"You are the best thing to me since sliced cheese!"
"I love you like superman love's to fly!"
oh yeah i'm super cool when it comes to love...
candy
here are some well needed updates... i was so busy this whole week...
ozzy came and visited me... and i fell in love with him all over again...
i love him... i really do... and i hope he does come back to live here
in pa with me... i'm really tired of chasing a dream... and finally he
chased after me...
i love that man...
in other news my godson and my best lady came and visited me...
i love them... so much and miss them they are back in N.C.
and then i had a photography job... i was paid 20 dollars to shoot
this guy and his juggling and then the next time is 200 and then 2,000
so i can't wait for the other times... he plans on becoming famous...
and i'm going to enjoy the ride...
and then i am currently going through my journals that i write in... i know the ones that require a pen and a book... and yes... i still write in one of those... i'm finding poetry that i never posted... just rewrote on... so enjoy... its my new fave... and give me some good critisim...
The star that never Twinkled
The star that never twinkled
Only to groan and moan
How she never glitz or shined
Lazy little non-twinkle of a star
How He fell in love with Her
Shining with his glitter star dust
Only hoping this little dim star
Would soon notice him
But all he hears is her slight moans
He had waiting long enough
For her to see him
And that's when he spoke to her
Saying, “Dear lovely non-twinkling star,
I have watched you moan and groan,
I sat back and listened to you
I shown my sparkles to you,
but you never,
You never noticed,
Even though you ignored me,
I still have a present for you.”
The little dimmed star started
to slightly glow
As you replied back,
“What dear glimmer star
do you have for me.”
That's when he stated,
“My love I give to you,
For I fell in love with you,
The moment I saw you.”
The non-twinkle star smiled
And she began to transform
Into a bright glimmering star
She twinkled for the first time
And that's when she fell in love with him
Like a shooting star falling
Towards the Earth
She fell for him
And he caught her
To hold her close
As so she would not hit the Earth
As she fell
She melted into his arms
Molding into a twinkling mess
Together he and she continue to twinkle
Forever together
In our very night sky
Just look up and you will see
She and Him twinkling for you and me
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okay this is long enough i leave you with mel gibson the cat...
my mom had bought this book about putting things on your cat...
so i do it to mel all the time... and here is one thing...
so behind with my 365...
so i got my boxes in yesterday and today i'm slowly unpacking...
and i lost my web cam blah...
its in the room some where...
i am heading to hershey for the blink 182/panic at the disco/fall out boy concert...
its free if you sit on the hill... free to hear not to see... but everything is better free...
my model cat is so posing for me... love that mel gibson kitty cat...
candy
I made it home...
at last...
and its everything i have missed...
trees high and green...
rain...
humidity...
its perfect...
seeing my friend every night...
being told how much i have been missed...
i am a star
flying high...
here in my hometown...
and so in love...
with this life now...
with everything that has
come and gone...
lost or stolen
every piece mended...
i'm home...
and i'm loving it...
i think i might have like 2 more pictures for the great 365...
candy
even though i've caught a cold... i still felt i should take pictures and to think i couldn't even breathe out of my nose... looks like i was actually happy and loving life... when i am sick, coughing, blowing the nose... or having a tough time breathing out of the nose... but i do say pink looks good on me!! ha ha...
candy
i sit in the pews...
thinking what the heck am i doing here...
they sing about god and jesus
yet they are both the same...
one god
not jesus the man...
not just jesus or just god...
asking him to come into the church and fill it with his wisdom...
raising their hands towards the sky to welcome the holy spirit...
reminds me of cults, covens, spirit walks...
then the prayer...
then the preaching... today it was PORN sunday...
talking about how porn is why 45% of marriages end in divorce...
when the rest is cheating...
and that its an addiction...
blah blah...
degrading women...
i mean some of this stuff i agree with...
but once awhile there is this 'man power' that gets me...
and i'm back into hate mode of the bible...
damn...
after church this guy asked me, "So why don't you go to group discussion with us."
i said, "my dad forces me to go to church and not discussion... thats why"
basically stating... i wouldn't be here... duh...
he stared at me...
then after 5 minutes of staring he left...
wow...
god i love the church...
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p.s. for those that love the church and the religion you are in... don't worry... i don't care
just don't force it on me or think i'm wrong for deciding not to go to church
or believe in you god...
